PART OF MINE ♥

dont have to care ♥

2010-04-13T08:56:00.003+08:00

Hai.

I just wanna have a quick update. I will prolly not active this blog no more or I will delete it, soon. I move to tumblr :)) But still, I love this blog cause I have thousand of memories with it. Will try to update what is interesting in my life (well, my life with family, bestfriends and boyfriend is so fun and more amazing!) if I have time. ♥

P/s : Malas kan bekata-kata, masih jua macam apa. :) At least the others know how to be with us.

them ♥♥

2010-04-11T19:10:00.002+08:00

"friends are people who got your back, not people that talk behind your back then deny it when you confront them"

♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥

2010-03-28T21:29:00.005+08:00

Dup-dap-loo!

So, I ditched my blog cos' I don't know. Prolly, I will delete my blog with a strong reason (won't state it here anyws!)

Before I start my post, I warn you guys that this post gonna be lil bit childish and totally nonsense, but yeah, can't help my self :) I am not being rude nor mean, I just want to give the explanation which I think its unnecessary!

BFF photoshoot?
I was helping my friend who was being the MUA cos' she is in trial that time and she requested me to find models. But that time, I didn't even know that she wanted me to be one of the models, with Izzati Aqillah either. Actually the planned was to take shoots with another models but then, the MUA wanted me to arrange it as two days of photoshoot sessions (very last minutes planning!) and we were lacking of photographers and models. 3-4 days before the first session, I was so stressed to find the models and the photographers. Then, I was helped by one of my friends to become our photographers and the MUA asked me to bring my bestfriends which she picked them from the pictures of my facebook! They need 6 models and there we are, 6 of us! Its not my planning, how can I invite you? Like, I didn't even tell anyone of us ( you know who!) And we didn't even know that they themed it as 'bff photoshoot' cause we were just doing it for fun!

Oh-zommmmmmmmmme day?
That was my boyfriend's planning which was totally last minute too! Like, we planned it few hours before that! And how can even I invite you when my boyfriend didn't even tell any of his friends. He was the one who asked me to invite Izzati Aqillah to be with us. There, 3 of us spending our time together.

You feel left out? You shouldn't feel that way. I don't know what to say but you have your own family. Its not like cause of that we don't even want to hangout with you, but we have to respect your husband, your family. You are the one who told us that your husband won't let you go with us like before, remember? You are not like our 'baby' girl anymore, you have them to take care of. Like, can't you see? We are not like who we were before. I mean like, Qistina is not being with us anymore. Qiedah, we don't meet each other like everyday. You, you are having your privacy time. Me, I have my own boyfriend. PP, she is busy with her life. But then, coincidentally me and PP still being together cause we are always keep in touch in msn or facebook. We don't have any new 'bbf' like what you said cause its just between me and her. Yeah, we have new friends but is it wrong to have new friends? We are the one who shall feel left out cause you guys are so busy with your own times! Its just, we both are facing it together and being together all the times. But now, when we are trying to get busy with our life, you guys take it like we are being selfish! Come on, can't we have our privacy time too? Can't we have a good times like you do? And one more, when you are having your good times with your family, do you ever call/tell/invite us? :) See, this is a fact! Yes, we are bestfriends, we are sisters, but we can't be like before cause days by days, we will grow up and we will choose our own path of life. The point is, are we guys still being that 'bff' like before, being there for each other? Thats all. I am not saying like I throw all of you, but what if you are in my or pp's position? Like, you can have your own good times without telling us, but when we are trying to do so, you think we are mean!

I love you, all of you. I just can't find a way to show it anymore.
I delete my chatbox with reason! ;D

From;
Me and Izzati Aqillah ♥♥

Lav!

2010-03-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

Mi laaaaav!

So, my day was so tiring yet I still can smile for it! ;D
I had like two photo-shoots in a week as a request from my friend, Ash Sha.
I love her make-up, seriously!
Will upload the photos soon, teheee!
♥♥

Anys, she is absofuckin'lutely annoying.
Come on! I did nothing to her, nothing at all and she called me a 'bi*ch'!
Grow up!
That's all you can do by giving me a name?
I maybe look like a bi*ch but I am not that bitchy as you!
Hehe.
You are like almost in the zone of two-wenty and still act like a child.
I feel pity for you, (in a good way!) HEHEHE.
Well, I'm a good girl, I don't wanna start fights.
I just finish them.

And, tomorrow we are gonna meet all the models for the runway thingy on this April!
Can't wait, can't wait.
Cos' the male-models *drools! (I love my baby, still!)
I will update again.

xx

I is growing up! ;D

2010-03-13T06:57:00.002+08:00

[ Once upon a time.. ]

Readers! I leave my blog, again.
Actually, I was like wanna delete my blog and changed it to tumblr but then, I did the opposite -_______-' I is kinda love my blog too much cause it is full with my memories, tehee.

Nway, soon I am gonna off to Miri with 'mi laaaav', just two of us! Yay ;DD Shopping!

I am blank, sigh!

Oh yeah, congrats to all the 12 models that will be doing the runway for the Peaugot Launching which be held at the Rizqun Hotel on 3rd April.
And, it will be including me! ((:
Can't wait for the practise and what-so-ever!
I started my tuition already since I am re-take my A'Level for this june.
Pfft, I hope I can do more better!

"It is the face that attracts but personality that captures the heart."

♥ Me!

2010-03-01T08:29:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥

"The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."

So, I want to tell you guys; I love you! ((:

Family, the most in my heart that I love ♥

Ong Nen Chung.
I love you crazily ♥
Without reason, you always be in my mind!

Noor Izzati Aqillah.
Pengiran Hadiyura.
Dk Noor Kamilah.
Nurul Haziyah.
Nuraqidah.
Nur Qistina.
Amal Hayati.
Dina Azureen.
Nur sheila.
You guys always be the best ♥
I want you guys to know, I will always love you!

People who know me very much and always be there for me,
I love you guys no doubt!

Haters that never stopped hating me, always talking shit about me,
I love you guys too!

Lets share our love together! ♥

19th Birthday! ♥

2010-03-01T07:52:00.005+08:00

25th February 2010

I am officially 19 years old ♥
Thanks God for giving me a chance to be in this world, syukur alhamdulilah.
Family, whatever that had happened/will be happen, thanks for giving me a support!
My love, you are my other half.
Best-friends, after years knowing me, you never gave up to know me better and be there.
Friends, you guys are super-oh-amazing!

♥♥♥

Lets share about my special day! (: So, my day started with tears. I had fought with my love (told you, we never stopped fighting!) and when the clock tick-tock exactly 12am, I cried. Blergh! But then, he tried to settle everything and we were okay! In the morn, he asked me to go out with him after lunch. But, I refused cause I felt like wanna be at home that day. -___________-' I changed my mind and I agreed to go out for catching a movie; Niyang Rapik!

Then, it was cancelled since we were late for the show. Oh anyway, we cancelled two movie cause he was late, not cause "we" were late! And, I said, "Daaaaaaaaaaaamn!" So, we just hang around at the Mall. I am totally not in the mood! &^%$#$ o.O He then brought me for the Foot Massage to put a smile on my face! Awww, so I smiled. Haha. :)))))

So, arounnd 6pm+ he said he wanted to take some of his stuffs in the car. But before ended to the car, he hold my hands and brought me to the Fartini's Restaurant for the 'candle light dinner' (he said so!) Hahaha. And, 1..2..3.. Happy birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy birthday to Lina, happy birtdhay to you! Hahhahaha. Surpriseeeee! (No wonder lah memajal bawa jalan! Hehe) My bestfriends were there with a beautiful-cake! (((: Yay! Then, we celebrated together! ♥

Thank you guys for the surprise!
It was super amazing and I appreciate it, indeeed!
♥♥

Before I ended my post, this is my present for my love! ♥

A full set of Mac make-up and a box-which-can-be-a-chair!
8))
Thanks love ♥
All the planned, the restaurant &&, espeacially the day!
You never failed to make me smile widely!
If there is another words beside I love you, I will say it.
But then, there is no other words.
I love you Sayang (:
You are oh-amaziiiing, alwaaaaays!

So, my day ended with laughter!
♥♥

:)

2010-02-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

New skin, agaaaaaaaaaaaaaaain!

&&,

tomorrow is my big day.
Happy 19th Birthday, Lina Nurfiqah!

my other half (:

2010-02-24T18:54:00.004+08:00

He-hai-lo readers!

I think I am gonna post something about someone special in my life today since I never mentioned about him before. (I just realized that!) If you think you don’t want to continue reading it, so please just leave. ‘Cause I am so pretty sure that this post gonna be so much annoying yet it means a lot for me (:

Ong Nen Chung

1st June 2009.

I am taken by him, officially. I mean, before he proposed me that day, he admitted to some of my friends that I’m his soul which I kept on denying it! Hahaha. Anyway, I love how both of us knew each others and I totally-seriously never ever expected that I will be his partner! Yknow, we have different attitudes and just lil-bit of commons in our interests. Example, I am the one who is more into naughty type and obviously, I am the one who is kinda happy-go-lucky. Well, I am that type! And, him? Errr, he is a so-very-shy person and totally shy! Haha. He don’t talk with girls if there is no reason (he will get blush if girls talk with him -.-‘) and tell you what, I am his first love. I know you guys won’t believe this cause sometimes, me either! He loves to play online-games and gonna spend hours in it which not on the lists of my type of boy. And me, I love to hang-out which my best-friends and I am crazy to be with.

So yeah, my friends bet me to be friend with him (with reason!) and I agreed! Its hard to talk with him, very! Then, I added up his Facebook and I don’t know how, we chatted on the Facebook like for few weeks! But, we still didn’t talk to each other if we were bumped at the college. I somehow felt its kinda strange to talk with him but I was like, “Why didn’t you talk with me at school?” everytime we chatted. Haha. Actually, I felt shy too. So, we continued chatting on Msn and still, didn’t talk! One day, we were bumped in our library’s college and we were stuck-ed with some of our friends. And finally, we talked! Yayers! But yknow what, he was blushed when he was trying to talk with me and I find it’s cute! Without his realized, he was staring at me like he never saw me before and I felt awkward! He didn’t blink his eyes at all until my friend said why the heck he stared me like that! Awww~! Hahhahaha. We talked everyday since that.

On 17th May (I still remember!) he asked me to have lunch together and wow! What surprised me was he dare to hold my hands and until know, we are still talking about it and find a reason why did we are holding each other. Hahahaha, stupid us! But don’t you think it’s sweet? Haha. And the next day, we had a date, serious date! I just felt so comfortable with him but what I hate was, I am the only one who talked too much! Hahahaha. So, starting from that day, we trying to work for the coming-relationship, until he proposed me with roses! (: He then met my family and now, he is part of us already! Wherever I go without him, they will ask about him and I'm glad.

Now, it’s almost 9 months we are being together and zillion of fighting; we fought like everyday even we spend times together almost 24 hours in a day! We did have very-serious-conflict months ago until we were nearly broke up and I believe that conflict was the though conflict ever in our relationship, yes sayang? People think fighting in a relationship is worthless, somehow for me, fighting is good. I mean, we can be more closer than before, just if we can handle it together. Tell you what; I am not that happy-go-lucky when it comes about relationship. I am lil-bit strict, hahaha. But sayang, it’s not because I am really mad or whatsoever, it just I care more about you! You are beyond of friends, and I don’t treat my friends like I treat you. You are more special and I love to be strict with you! Hahaha. Yknow we’ll face more-serious-problems in the future, and we totally have to be more ready, yes? 8))

If we meant to be together, we will be together no matter the problems we will face.

Thank you Sayang for everything that you'd spend with me.
From A-X, it is totally aww-soooooooome and will be always my memories.
There is up and down in our relationship, but you still stand there asking for another chances.
I respect everything about you and you have to be respect all my past too, have!
I can be myself now when I am with you and I love that part.
I will be your pillow for you to lend all of your heart and life.

I love you.

Y-Z, lets complete it together until the end of time.

xoxo.

In Laaa-Loveeeeeeee ♥

2010-02-21T21:48:00.003+08:00

"A real true best friend knows how you feel by the tone of your eyes."

♥♥♥

See, I told ya! I'll update my blog cause I feel so excited, still! ;D Haha.
Anyway, that picture was taken last month, guess so -__________________-'
Thanks to my friend, Yudin (:

Nway, today was fun, seriously!
I had an audition for being a model for runway thingy ( or should I say for a company's model? )
Skip!
Currently, I am watching The House Bunny ♥

& I miss my other bestfriends 8)
We shall meet prettaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay soon!

xoxo

♥♥♥

2010-02-20T23:22:00.004+08:00

"It's nice to be smart, but it's much smarter to be nice!"

My day was tiring yet, it was fun 8)

I spend almost of my hours today at The Mall, Gadong 'cause of jobless.

-______________-'

In the morning until lunch, I went there to accompany my aunt then we went home. After a hour at home, I went to the Mall again to meet my brother. ( I sound like our home is nearby there which is totallt NOT!) So yeah, I stucked there for few hours since I didn't know where else to go.

I am with my love whole day by the way *smile widely!

Arcade is the always place to go and, we played DDR. Without any reasons, I am falling in love with this game, seriously!

& We did lil-bit shopping which is a yay for me!

I met my sister for a first time, Yuyu ♥

Ya Ampun Yu, you look cute! Keciknyeeee :P

Hehe.

Not more than week, my birthday is coming!

I want to enjoy my life more before I reach 19 (:

xoxo

(: Hello Bloggers ♥

2010-02-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

"It is only through the trials and tribulations do we realize our deepest desires."

So, I am back ;D

I decided to re-new everything in my blog except my previous posts 'cause it is part of my memories.
& Guess what, I am so excited to update my daily routine ; which I am not pretty sure until when I will feel this way 8))
I changed my layout, I deleted some of the people who didn't use their links anymore and I deleted all the texts at my chatbox.
Told ya, I wanna re-new everything.
Besides, I feel that my chatbox-before was pretty trash 'cause of the lame-losers!
*no offense!

I will re-edit my layout soon, promise!
(: And, I am off! ♥

Loser!

2010-01-25T11:16:00.004+08:00

clina gila babi: mayb bcoz she doesnt have a REAL mother thats y she has the fucking stupid slutty attitude. sadar tah ckit dehh. and by the way, stop stealing other girls boyfriend ok? it totally not cool

clina gila babi: rude and prasan diva and so on.and we even know ur number.so ur the one who has to be CAREFUL WITH WHAT U DO,not us, becoz u only have pretend friends not real ones

clina gila babi: gatal kan bf drg is kau jua.kau jangan nda sadar diri. any of ur friends hate u.like,seriously.u know y?coz when we asked ppl around,including ur own guy frenz and girl frenz,drg smua agree kau ani

clina gila babi: and ur the one who doesnt hav a life, if truth be told. mun kau hot banar cari lelaki yg nada berpunya ok? bukan aku saja, but kawan ku bini2 lain banyak experience cmani, and bini2 gila bayi nya yg

clina gila babi: also mayb becoz u nda kana ajar bisai2 olh czainab and cmurat. thats y ur attitude is so out of the norm. toodles

clina gila babi: siapa jua nda sakit hati kan kau. perasan ku semua orang temasuk orang d MD, PTE, UBD even bancikan kau wah! ur treading in dangerous waters here. seriously u better becareful with who you hangout

clina gila babi: with because you dont know if they really are your friends or not

clina gila babi: jangan kau ja. orang dari PTE yg nda kenal kan kau, kenal kan kau tarus. honestly aku orang PTE kali ah. aku tahu kau and blog mu dari kawan ku and kawan ku bancikan kau.

clina gila babi: you are so pathetic

clina gila babi: is that the best you can do by calling me 'Celaka' your so creative...

clina gila babi: nampak kau kn apa IP ku ani? cuba kau bgi tahu wh apa IP ku awal ani

clina gila babi: bukan saja gila babi ku ucap kau. baca lagi sekali

clina gila babi: if i tell who i am, i might kill u

clina gila babi: you wont be around in town lagi

clina gila babi: dhh. its your blog, memang lah kau yg punya chat box. nda kn mamamu yg sudah nada2

clina gila babi: allright

clina gila babi: no i dont want to!

clina gila babi: watch out because i might get u & u wouldnt know what to say if u see me.

clina gila babi: masalahnya is so big. banar th aku fedup dgn kau ani dh.

clina gila babi: you wont be seeing me anymore here. because im going back to my home country soon. toodles cLINA

All of the texts were from the stupid spammer that I ever had! Hahaha. Psycho ah. Gila ne gilaaaa. Like stalker hantap! =.= Watch yourself Dear before saying the bad words or whatever!

I don't have a real mother? Fuck you! I have a real mother who had gone forever and still a mother to me. You said because I don't have a real mother thats why I have this fucking slutty attitude? Please deh, please! You, you are the one who has a mother to take care of you now and you still have that shit attitude, gilaa! Yknow what, if I am a slut with the slutty attitude, I won't be able to achieve what I'd achieved. Buduh wah kau ane! Bawa-bawa orang yang nada lagi! Kasar tu baie! Macam, kurang ajar wah! Setahu ku ah, nada ku pernah kurang ajar wah arah siapa saja kan bawa masalah keluarga ane! Kau yang terlampau kurang ajar. Baie wah! Celaka.

Stop stealing boyfriend orang? Siapa boyfriend orang yang aku curi ane? I tell you, enda pernah! Or maybe your 'boyfriend' atu rapat sama aku, iatah kau cemburu babi buta! Over jua eh, mati ne orang macam kau ane! Hahhaa. Ataupun, aku rapat sama orang yang kau suka berabis, kali kau jealous? Pasal orang atu sayangkan aku dari ia sayang kau? Hahahhaa. Orang yang ku rapat selama ane ah, semua lelaki ah, perasaan ku semua single! Yang bergirlfirend pun, aku kenal girlfriend durang. Please deh! Kalau suka kan lelaki atu, bagitahu. Takut kau kana reject? Ouch! Atau kana reject sudah? Hahaha. Gila ne gilaaa! Atau, kau admire yang dengan ku masa ane? Psycho hantap!

Perasaan diva? Bila masa lagi aku perasaan diva ane? Pernah aku buat kah, "I am a diva!" Hahaha. Palui. Aku tahu wah kau sakit hati. Kau jealous wah, admit saja. "mun kau hot banar cari lelaki yg nada berpunya ok?" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH! Majal wah kau ah. Semua yang ku rapat ane wah, semua single! Atau boyfriend orang atu yang gilakan aku. Cubatah. Mun namau boyfriend kamu atu rapat sama aku, jangan suruh becakap sama aku. Puas hati?

"u nda kana ajar bisai2 olh czainab and cmurat. thats y ur attitude is so out of the norm." Baie kau! Kurang ajar cara mu becakap pasal mulah ah. Out of normal? Apa attitude ku out or normal ah? Kau yang out of normal! Spam orang nada tantu pasal, benci kan luan over, minta simpati! Atau kau jealous pasal I have the greatest parents ever! Semua jua kau sakit hati ane! Mun cematu, kau yang nada life! Cemburu kan kehidupan orang, nada pandai lihat kesenangan orang!

Kau tahu aku dari kawanmu and kawanmu atu benci kan aku? Thats mean, YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM! Atau kau atu penipu! :) Jangantah bawa-bawa orang ane. PTE, MD, UBD =.= Over wah cara mu ah. Kalah-kalahan. You want to kill me? Thats is ouch Dear! I will do something that you will never expect what I am gonna do. Dare me! Kan balik ke Negeri mu? Palau. Cakap dari PTE lah apalah. Palui! Hahaha. Guna utak sebelum menipu ane. Kau fed up? Go away! Malas ku cakap banyak! Pasal kau childish, enda cool!

P/s : Ready-ready tah buat cerita arah family mu ah ;D

Loser Spammer ;D

2010-01-23T10:01:00.002+08:00

You are so pathetic!

Loser!

you : haha. nda sadar diri kau babun! english pun nda lurus kaliah!!! munjung2 saja kau. kau tahu pasal apa kau kna banci? pasal ulah mu yg ke lanjiannnn banar wh!! gambar mu atu lagi mcm prostitute eh.

Me : Hahahaahahha. Whatever loser. At least I am trying to improve my English. English is the second language for our country, so there is nothing wrong if I have broken English. Bet your English is more broken, right? Iatah kau ucap aku in Malay. But yknow what, Malay mu pun nada lurus, like apakaaaaan! Nada belurus bah kau ah. -.-' So what if I keep on pouting? Sakit kah bibir mu aku pouting? Endaa kan? Luan jua sibuk mu hal orang. Gila! Saying that my attitude is the problem, my pictures like prostitute? You tell me which pictures that show I am a prostitute, show me! You know how prostitute like? They show their boobs and whatever that I never show! I think you don't know what prostitute means and if you do, I think thats you! :) Kelanjiaaaan? Hello, I am a lady! Every ladies in this world ada ulah kelanjiaan, but ada yang terluan lanji which I think I am not that type. Yes, aku admit aku lanji. But yknow what, kelanjian ku atu aku show arah my best-friends saja and just for fun. I never show it to people that I do not know! So, watch your mouth dear.

you: nda laya yoo..!!!
you : gambar mu atu lgi babi

Me : Laya? See, told you! Malay mu broken wah. Kesian! Hahaha. I never said that I am beautiful or whatever, so yeah. I admit nada lawa, but what is the problem? I don't get it. Sakit kah mata mu melihat? So, fine! Go and never come back. I never welcomed you, seriously. *smile widely* My picture atu babi? Oh my god. Sudahlah ucap aku prostitute, babi lagi. Seriously wah, kau tahu kah meaning babi? Or prostitute? Gilaaa ane gilaaaaaa! Balik tah kau sekolah semula. Or kau sekolah, tapi enda habis, cematu? Kalau cematu, no wonder lah! Lain kali habis kan sekolah, baru tah kelanjian kan ucap orang, okay?

you: mun org miskin buat mcm org miskin. kn enjoy nada duit.
you: org miskin mcm kau atu nda deserve wh cmatu!!

Me : This is harsh, yknow! Let me reply you. Miskin ialah bagi orang yang tidak mampu menyara hidup nya sehari-sehari atau orang yang mampu tapi tidak mencukupi, thats what I learnt from my religious school. Yeah, I don't afford to collect money by my self cause yknow what, I am a student who is waiting for my A'Level result. But yknow what, I have a father who is taking care of me and my stepmother jua! Yes, kami enda kaya but what my parents can afford for all this times are good enough for my family and I. Tell you, I am the only person in my family yang enda kerja so semua mencukupi. I know, maybe kau kaya but saying people miskin ane kasar wah! Over jua kaya mu atu sampai kan menghina orang. Ingat, kekayaan Allah enda dapat melawan kekayaan mu. I bold that! Or in the other way, kau jealous with my life. Come on lah, don't be too childish. My family is maybe not rich enough in your eyes, but I am happy that their are my family, get it? "Kan enjoy nada duit." Let me brainwash you. When you want to enjoy, enda semestinya you need money. Enjoy is fun. Thats mean, selagi kau tahu macam mana kan having fun, duit atu enda penting. You never can buy your fun with money if you don't know how to have fun! Au, aku admit aku nada duit. Tapi kau tahu apa? Aku tahu macam mana kan enjoy. Yes, sometimes we need money but enda semestinya enda ada duit enda buleh enjoy, right? I don't deserve this life? Wait, I deserve this life cause this is my life and I have my own way how to treat my life. What I don't deserve is the words that you said towards me cause you are just the loser who doesn't know how to treat people. :) Enough said.

Oh, I almost leave this text.

you: kalau kau kan tahu kau atu larap!!! gatal wh. nda sadar nda siuman. hantu. ku tunu krg rmh mu ah d tutong ah!!!

me : Aku larap? Gatal? Enda siuman? Hantu? Palau pakah kau ane. Pernah aku larap arah mu kah? Pernah aku larap arah orang yang kau sayang? -.- Gatal? Come on lah. Nada perkataan lain kah yang mampu kau cakap kah? Enda siuman? Eh, if aku enda siuman, enda ku menunggu result ku masa ane. Hantu? Astagafirullah. This is the funny part, kau kan tunu rumah ku di Tutong. Hahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahaha. Tahu tahu jua kau aku orang Tutong. Iatah nya ku, aku tahu kau orang yang dekat sama aku selama ane. Well, maybe kau jealous pasal something or sakit hati. Tunu tah uleh mu, bukan rumah ku or my dad or whoever, rumah kerjaaan tu nyamu! Over eh kau ane. Banartah!

I still love you anyway. Hahaha!

p/s : Anyway, thanks to all my friends who is supporting me :) I appreciate it. To 'you', I know your IP sudah and I will send it to the police to find who you are if I feel I want to. Cause you have motive to kill me as in 'tunu rumah ku' so be aware. Tell me who you are or you will in trouble. Dare me (:

SPAMMER :))

2010-01-20T13:50:00.003+08:00

You spam, I ban! Loser ;D

Seriously, this is so damn funny man! Hahahahahhahaha. I can smell how much you hate me, or should I say, you are jealous? Haha. =,= Like I fucking care? Actually, I didn't want to update my blog since I didn't know what to write. But you, you are giving me an idea, thank you! I laughed when I read that text and I even told my dad about it. Yknow what, my dad laughed for it cause he said you are so pathetic! (Y)

Telling the truth, I didn't even feel hurt cause every words that you said, thats what Allah gives me. That's who I am. I am proud to be who I am and I am so fucking proud with my self. So, its worthless dude! I know I am not beautiful, I am not even hot like other chics -,- But, I never felt that I am that worthless to have a great life, right? My 'teeth' that you referring to, its never bite you. Its never bother you. It makes me wonder. Like, "kenapakan kalau ia terkeluar, sakit kau kah uleh nya? Mental jua daaaaaaaang!" Hahahaha.

I assume that you are so fucking beautifuuuuul but I don't care lah! Saying I am babi or baboon? Like, can't you see that I am 100% human? Haha. Please lah, mengapa kiaaan? Sakit hati ya? Annoying sangat kah? Kalau enda, karang aku register memasang untuk meratakan gigiku ah, deal? But yknow what, if you think you are annoyed by that, I don't even care! I love my teeth~! Hehehe. If aku pout mengapa? I love to pout and you can't stop that! Haha.

"I hate you! Babi hutan nada sadar diri mnjung!" Hey, lihat tuu. Siapa nada sadar diri ah. Alalalalalallala~! ;D Sakit hati banar kau kan aku ah? Kesian eh!

I know you are so fucking hate me, yeah?

Wanna know what? I think you are jealous. Since I know how to enjoy my life, I know how to have a amazing life. Not like you who is so pity cause you can't have my life and you didn't have anything to do with your life. C'mon! You are so jobless until got times to judge people? To say the bad things about people? Saying the bad words? Sucker, I never care! To do what you had done is so childish. Face me and say that to me, I dare you! Get a life lah you! ( since you put your name as 'you') Haha. Chicken! Talk with me :)

And, I think I know who you are. I believe for what I feel who you are and I hope Allah balas semampunya as Allah can, amin! :) Semoga hidup mu di rahmati Allah, amin amin ya rabbal al-amin!

2010 ♥

2010-01-05T09:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010 Peeps! ♥
Last year memories, either bad 0r good, keep it inside the heart.
Move on!
Have another amazin' year and enjoy every second of it.

I know its kinda late but hey, it still new year tho! Hehe. My three-days this new year was so tiring and I went through I bad times still. So, I just can smile, move on and wait for the another days! ;))

Vacaaaation! ♥

2009-12-29T11:30:00.005+08:00

December is the month for us having a break for awhile and I bet it will never fun if we don't have any vacation or shopping! Hahahaa. I followed my aunts to go to Sabah since I was craving for shopping and I need new environment -.-'

25th December ♥
First day.

Gilaaaaaaa! I woke up around 4am then waited for the cousins and went from my grannies' house around 5am. Sampai sana around 6am and guess what, panjang wah keretaaaa. I was like, what the.. Awal pagi ane wah! Skip. Then we had to wait for few hours and we arrived around 1pm and stayed at De' Leeton Hotel. I met some of my friends from facebook but I didn't get a chances to say 'Hello' since aku malu! Haha. They did smile pulang. So, the first day, we just walked around the Centrepoint until night and then stayed at Hotel. Eh, wait.. At 8pm, we went to cinema, watched Alvin and The Chipmunks 2. The cinema is so fun-fun, besar ah and they have like 10 couple seats. And the story was freakin' awesomeeee!

In the car.

26th December ♥
Second day.

Off to One Borneo! Haha. We used the free shuttle bus around 10:30am and stayed there until evening kali. It was fun tho pasal kedai nya besar-besar. But, the stuffs are standard and the costs are expensive! I didn't get a lot of stuffs from there pasal mahal berabis ah! Shit jua tu. Haha. Apaaaakan! Masa kan balik, the free shuttle bus tu full and available masa malam saja so we had to wait pakai bus biasaa, $1 per head. If pakai taxi, it costs $25 and at that moment, we had to use 2 taxis so enda jadi. The crazy part, masa naik bus biasa atu, it was kinda full and half of us mesti berdiri then the people was like keep on starrin' Berijaaaaap lah pokoknya! Then stayed for awhile di hotel and went to the centrepoint lagi! Ngaleh!

Merry Christmas!

And, they got fake snow! Yayyers!

27th December ♥
Third day.

We had to wake earlier since my two aunts had to go back to Brunei that day. Forgot to mention, we used two cars for the trip and we stayed in two room since, malas explain! Haha. Apaaakan! Had breakfast and after my two aunts jalan sudah, we decided to go to Suria Sabah, Wisma Merdeka and Kinabalu Plaza (I guess) ... jalan kaki! Shit, it was so fuckin' tiring. Everyone ngusut sudah. Nada mood kan shopping tarus. Haha. Tapi, siuk! And after balik ke centrepoint, I decided to change my hair lagi. Hehehe. I rebondin' and it costs RM98 sajaaa. Asyik!

28th December ♥
Last day.

After having our breakfast, tarus balik. I guess around 11am sudah kami balik. And, having our lunch di Sipitang and then round di Lawas for awhile. But then, time kan dari ferry from Lawas to Temburong, LONG QUEUE! Gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! 3 hours dalam kereta menunggu macam si palui. Haha. Stress lah and we arrived at my home around 11pm. I need massage!

I had fun!

p/s : Actually, I wanted to update masa lapas balik dari Sabah and I did upload semua pictures awal sudah. Then, tergendala! Hahaha. Pasal I am lazy. Peace!

When I Miss You So Bad ♥

2009-12-23T11:36:00.002+08:00

Currently song : Segala Bayangan - Ornito Band.

Tell me something I don't know.

My mind keeps on asking me to update my blog cause I have a lot to say. But then, when I am trying to type something, it goes blank! I don't know how to start, seriously. Errr.. My life is so good I guess. I spend a lot of my times at home last week and this week. Hahaha, random! Can I just make points what I had done?

♥ Went to Indoor stadium at 19th Dec for the showcase thingy with them.
♥ Went to Jerudong Park after from the Indoor Stadium and I was so fucking excited.
♥ 20th Dec - With them too, went to my grannies' and then chillin' at Tasek Merimbun.
♥ Watched Santau with Crimson Ong and it was fucking crazy!
♥ I am missing someone so bad.
♥ 22th Dec - Test the law and I passed! Woooo-hooo.

And, I am gonna off to Sabah on this Friday! I can't wait, I terribly want to go shopping. Geez, I am excited ne! Actually, my flight will be on 28th Dec until 1st Jan which bring me down since I want to celebrate the new year eve with my best-friends! But then, since it was canceled, I am so happy now!! I hafto go now, will update soonn :))

Tag ♥

2009-12-22T19:49:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Qeen Jamil

At what point in your relationship did you fall in love with him?
When every moment he said (or will be say) that he loves me more than before

What is one thing that made you fall in love with him?
His honesty.

What did you think the first time you saw him?
Err.. I am not gonna be one of his love, for sure!

If you were rich, where would you go and why?
Paris! Cause I love the place so muchieee!

What is your biggest dream in your life?
I wanna be a lawyer!

Have you ever lied to him and if so what about?
I did cause of someone but I did that cause I don't want to hurt him.

Do you see you are being together for a long time?
I have no answer for that but I keep in my mind, we will be together if we are meant to be together.

Is there anyone think that you would want to change about your relationship?
I am no sure. You may never know what is in their mind, yes?

Is there anything you want to change about yourself?
I am so badly want to control my anger!

Where do you see yourself in 5 to 10 years?
I am not sure for that, I am just hoping I will be success.

Where is your favourite place to go on any given day?
Spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, fo' sure!

Do you see yourself having a children one day?
Yes, that is the biggest gift from Allah.

As a child, did you see yourself doing what you are doing today?
Errr, yes?

Has the attraction you have for him changed since you got together?
No?

Do you believe in date nights?
Sure.

If you were on vacation just you and him, would you wear pajamas to bed?
I wear something that I feel comfortable and I think pajamas is cool, so yeah?

What's one romantic thing you would do for him?
For me, everything that I'd spend with him is the romantic moment, good or bad ways.

Would you serve him breakfast in bed?
Yes, for sure if I have the chance.

Would you like to be served breakfast in bed?
Hehehehehehehehehhehe. My laugh explains everything!

If you could have one meal in bed, what would it be?
Anything that have a drink of Milo.

xoxo :))

2009-12-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

20 things guys need to know about girls ♥

1. Do not cheat on a girl. We girls talk, we WILL know, and we WILL find out, and we WILL dump you!

2. Be aware of all your girlfriends’ guy friends, brothers, fathers, or anything. They are protective. Every single male friend we have will kick your ass if you end up hurting her.

3. Never ever miss an opportunity to tell her that she’s beautiful. We girls love that.

4. If she slapped you hard, you probably deserved it.

5. Do not be afraid of holding her. If she’s going out with you in the first place, it’s obvious that she likes you and wants to be in your arms.

6. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend — a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts or hoodie’s, and a really pretty piece of jewelery.

7. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely. We think that’s really cute and sweet.

8. If a guy is bothering your girlfriend, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

9. If you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer. It’ll make her feel secure that you love her more than the other girl.

10. Never ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, “Oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.

11. Go along with her to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went with her.

12. If you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend. Or else.

13. Girls are fragile. Even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle. Let her win once in a while.

14. Memorize your girlfriend’s birthday. You forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life. Not gonna lie.

15. Don’t drench yourself in the cologne, but smell good.

16. You don’t have to spend a million dollars on the Birthday/Christmas/Valentine gift. It doesn’t have to be expensive, or cost anything but it has to be meaningful.

17. Don’t ever lie to us; we always find out.

18. Don’t say you understand when you don’t. That’s bad.

19. Remember: Girls are pretty, but yours is the prettiest!

20. Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; but doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

P/s : I can say all of these are sweeeeet ♥ ♥

My story
2009-12-10T14:08:00.002+08:00

Hai.

I am here again. I feel like something shitty is in my mind that I can’t take it off! The hell, I am pissed off because of it. I just, I don’t know what to feel either happy, sad or whatsoever feeling that we can feel. I sound suck right? If only I can share with you guys what it is which I terribly want to share it but then I can’t. I don’t even understand it. Fuck!

So, my situation is getting complicated than I ever expected. I can’t find the way to solve it and I need more times to think about it. The shit part is I can’t stand with this situation everyday even I need times. It keeps on pressuring me and I don’t have anything else to think about which is so horrible. I am just hoping everything will be fine. Yet, I know I just can’t base on hoping and I have to do something. But, I don’t know what to do. Crap!

We do have choices to pick the best for our life but I hate to choice between two! You know what I mean? I mean like, I love so much choices but I hate to pick between two choices! More than that, these two choices are the best for me and I can’t even pick one! You know. I just can’t describe by words! Sigh. Every time I wake up from my sleep, the first in my mind is this! And, I feel so sorry for my self cause having this shit! I feel I am so pity. God! This is the situation that I mean. Tell me what is the best.

Whatever it is, I just wanna solve everything soooon! Off ):

Tagged!

2009-12-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

Bold the truth;
001. i miss somebody right now.
002. i watch more tv than i used to.
003. i love olives.
004. i love sleeping.
005. i own lots of books.
006. i wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. i love to play video games.
008. i’ve watched porn movies. (and I ewww~ all times!)
010. i have been in a threesome.
011. i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. i believe honesty is the best policy.
013. i have acne free skin.
014. i like and respect al sharpton.
015. i curse frequently.
016. i’ve changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. i have a hobby.
018. i’ve been told i have a nice butt.
019. i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. i’m really, really smart.
021. i’ve never broken anyone else’s bones.
022. i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.
023. i love rain.
024. i’m paranoid at times.
025. i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. i need money right now.
027. i love sushi.
028. i talk really, really fast sometimes.
029. i have fresh breath in the morning.
030. i have semi-long hair.
032. i have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. i was born in a country outside of the u.s.
034. i shave my legs
035. i have a twin.
037. i couldn’t survive without caller i.d.
038. i like the way that i look.
039. i have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
041. i am usually pessimistic.
042. i have mood swings.
043. i think prostitution should be legalized.
044. i think britney spears is pretty.
045. i have cheated on a significant other.
046. i have a hidden talent.
047. i’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
048. i think that i’m popular.
049. i am currently single.
050. i have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. i enjoy talking on the phone.
052. i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.
053. i love to shop.
054. i would rather shop than eat.
055. i would classify myself as ghetto.
056. i’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. i’m obsessed with my blog!
058. i don’t hate anyone.
059. i’m a pretty good dancer.
060. i’m a horrible dancer.
061. i’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. i have a cell phone.
063. i watch muchmusic on a daily basis.
064. i cry myself to sleep.
065. i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. i have never been in a real relationship before.
068. i’ve rejected someone before.
069. i currently have a crush on someone.
070. i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
071. i want to have children in the future.
072. i have changed a diaper before.
073. i’ve had the cops called on me before.
074. i bite my nails.
075. i am a member of the tom green fan club.
076. i’m not allergic to anything deadly.
077. i have a lot to learn.
078. i have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. i plan on seeing ice cube’s newest “friday” movie.
80. i am very shy around the opposite sex.

081. i’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. i have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. i have tried alcohol
084. i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.
085. i own the “south park” movie.
087. when i was a kid i played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
088. i enjoy country music.
089. i love my best friend(s).
090. i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.
091. i watch soap operas whenever i can.
092. i’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. i have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. i love michael jackson, scandals and all.
095. i know all the words to slick rick’s “children’s story”.
096. halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.
098. i have dated a close friend’s ex.
099. i’m happy as of this moment.
100. i have gone scuba diving.
101. i’ve had a crush on someone i’ve never met.
102. i’ve kissed someone i knew i shouldn’t.
103. i play a musical instrument.
104. i strongly dislike math.
105. i’m procrastinating on something right now.
106. i own and use a library card.
107. i fall in “lust” more than in “love”.
108. cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. i think the lord of the rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. i’m obsessed with the tv show “lost.”
111. i am resentful that i have to grow up.
112. i am an entirely different person around different people.
113. i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled and meant it more often.
114. i think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. i am suffering of a broken heart.
116. i am a nerd.
117. no matter where i am or who i’m with, i always seem to be lonely.
118. i am left handed and proud of it.
119. i don’t change who i am for someone else.
120. my heart resides below my feet.
121. i am a senior in high school.
122. i enjoy smoothies.
123. i have gastritis.
124. i have nothing better to do with my time. clearly.
125. i am listening to radiohead right now.
126. most people call me by my middle name.
127. i once stole a music stand.
128. pi confuses me.
129. i love nascar!
130. i own over 200 cds.
131. i work 7 days a week.
132. i have mono.
132. i don’t have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. people tell me i have a horrible sense of humor.
134. i’m only wearing underwear.
135. i had more than one thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. i’ve driven to a different state to see a band i liked.
137. i am the most over analytical person i know.
138. i believe in wasting time.
139. i don’t listen to too much music.
140. i have a shoe fetish.
141. my favorite holiday isn’t christmas.
142. i prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. i love sex.
144. i wanna go home.
145. i don’t know what i would do without my friends.
146. christmas threw up in my dorm room and i love it.
147. friends is (one of) my favorite tv shows.
148. i’m hungry.
149. i’m still angry about the nip/tuck season 2 finale cliffhanger.
150. i’m a potterhead and proud of it!
151. i noticed there are several numbers missing from this list, making this very much not the 151st entry.
152. i lied about one of the items on this list.
153. my siblings are my best friends.
154. i believe cheese should be its own food group it is soooo good!
155. i have a problem expressing things.
156. i have lost a parent.
157. i am the most deprived person i know on the face of the planet.
158. i have at least one test tomorrow that i am not prepared for yet.
159. i love slim jims! even if they are really bad for you.
160. i am sick and tired of school so i am not going.
161. i love sundance.
162. i do not watch television.
163. i love starbucks coffee drinks.
164. i am living at least one lie right now.
165. i love wearing skirts, even if its winter.
166. i’m a techie.
167. i am writing this far, far too late/early.
168. i’m a little crazy.
169. i like the smell of white tic tacs.
170. i know at least one person in a “life or death” crises at this moment.
171. i don’t associate myself with any political parties.
172. i always know all the gossip at my school/workplace/whatever, and nobody ever suspects it.
173. i have thought about suicide.
174. i have no idea what i am going to write for my question.
175. i can be selfish. (but i can't)
176. i’m so emo at times.
177. i can solve a 3x3 rubik’s cube.
178. i think the human race is evil & should be demolished.
179. i cheated on a test before.
180. i am a member of animemusicvideos.org
181. i’m sick of drama.
182. i need a job.

I have been tagged by Yuyu and I tag anyone :))

Just you ♥

2009-12-09T23:10:00.003+08:00

I already update my blog, weee~!

I am so sorry cause I leave my blog for weeks. Nevermind, at least I didn't leave it for years, right? HEHEHEHE. Whatv! Anyway, follow me people..

www.linanurfiqah.tumblr.com
&
www.twitter.com/linanurfiqahmm

I clean my room for hours today and I love it. Yknow, there is a big space for my teddies after I reorganized all th stuffs. I really love it. Imagine that, around 20plus teddies in my room. Hehe. And and, I wanna buy new dvds player for my room. o__o'

♥ Love!

2009-12-09T21:51:00.004+08:00

8th December

We had nothing to do so we decided to go out just for fun. Chillin' and have fun are the best way to kill the boredom. Man, I need a job to fulfill my days. But sigh, I don't know what job to apply. Pfft So, we went for lunch and went to Empire for hours. And then, we off to Gadong as usual. See, how jobless we are nowadays. Hahahaha. Pictures ..

And, I just wanna tell you guys, I CUT MY HAIR Short and ugly ... yet, I still love my hair! Hehehehe. I look very funny man with the new hair! Hahahaha. Bye long hair )):

Talk with me nicely and I'll be friend with you

They melt me! ♥

2009-12-09T21:30:00.005+08:00

6th December

Dst Carnival 2009.

So, Dst Carnival. Errr, I love the last-year-carnival rather than this year. Sorry to say, but yeah We didn't stay for even a hour there cause its kinda .. entah ah! Malas cakap. So, we headed to Gadong and done nothing? What the .. I malas explain cause I don't know what to write? Pictures!

Still, they are the best in my life!

Happy Birthday ♥

2009-12-09T16:01:00.007+08:00

5th December

Happy 19th Ong Nen Chung!
You are the best and we love you ♥

Its our baby's birthday! Teheee. We planned everything together and decided to book one restaurant for hours. So, the venue was Twelv Cafe at Kiulap and it was super fun. All of the friends and families were there to be with him. I just wanna make sure he will remember his 19th birthday forever and always smile cause of it. Glad to know that he loves it too much!

I don't know what to say anymore. So, just enjoy the pictures ..

Happy 19th ♥

We had fun, totally~!

P/s : I don't update on 3rd and 4th cause I just stayed at home and done nothing. Have fun people~!

Rock my world! ♥

2009-12-09T15:37:00.008+08:00

2nd December

Happy Senior Upper Sixth 2009 Masquerade Prom People!

Yay! Haha. It was so fun! Weeeee~! I got my dress at Miri (I did mention I went Miri right? On 27th? Whatv!) for RM150 and a mask, I bought at Euro Classic for $24 something. Before the party started, we went to the A-Go-Go Saloon for the make-over thingy. Me, PP and Deena. I did the make-up and hairstyling, PP as well and Deena only did the hairstyling. Siuk hantaps! My date was Hadiyura, the friend of Maktab Duli (: I can say it was kinda a wild prom .. Yet, amazing! Thank you to the organizers!

A Band Once was super awesome that night! Oh my god. Its ended around 12am. I forgot to bring camera with me so yeah .. I just took some pictures form other cameras' Have fun people..

With Izzati Aqillah.

With Deena Juanda.

With Nabilah Ismail.

My date .. Hadiyura :))

With Renzo Lee.

With Dannie Roy.

Man, can I have another party? HAHA.
Can't wait for this coming Saturday! I went home around 12am and I sleepover at PP's :) I told ya, it was fun baby! ♥♥

New month! ♥

2009-12-09T15:11:00.004+08:00

Hai Readers :)

I know, I leave my blog again. Sigh. I had a very-busy-days-in-two-previous-weeks! Seriously shit, I can't manage to organize my schedule. I almost dying. I don't have enough sleep (which makes I got a BIG eyebags!) and I am so tired. Well, I was about to update what happened in last two weeks (I did upload the pictures already) but then, I am lazy since ...

Its December people!
(I know its kinda late)

So, I am gonna skip my weeks in November (I did update at Facebook) and start on the first December, alright?

1st December

Six months baby! (: My close friends know what this means. HEHEHEHE.

So, we (Me, Ong, PP, Kam and Abi) decided to do cupcakes and one of us never did any cupcakes so it was terrible! Yet, we managed to do the nyummy cupcakes tho! The venue was at Kamilah's crib and before that Me, Ong and PP went to shop the stuffs! Again, we did not know what to buy even I had the lists already. We almost spent a hundred dollar on the stuffs thingy. I think it reached a hundred. Hahaha. What the.. Seriously.

So, the first attempt was fifty-percent-failed-and-fifty-percent-passed! The failed was because the cupcakes were looked like not a cupcake? You know what I mean? Hahahaha. This caused due of mixed the receipe all together. I mean, we used more that three-receipes-how-to-do-cupcakes! Idiot much ah? I love the icing part cause it was so easy! Hehe. So, the second attempt was successed! Congrats to Me and Ong for making it. Haha. ;DD Enjoyy..

1st attempt -.-

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Second attemp ♥

I had fun with them, always!

Your touch is just great ♥

2009-11-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

I love my shirt and my nail-polish, red!

HURRAAAAAAY! MY BLOODY-HELL-EXAMINATION IS FINISHED!

Hahahahahahahhaa. I am so freaking happy ne! Gilaaa, after 14 years being a student. Finally, I have a looong break! This feeling is just so greaaaaaaaaaaaat! I was so so happy. Haha. Anyway, my paper was okay I guees. I managed to do it since I hate MCQ. But yeah, I think it was okay.

And, I am looking for a job next month, after pampering my self. Hehehhee.

As you can see, I already post about what happened in my previous weeks. I was lazy to update all about my weeks. Enough for the stories that I think you guys want to know. Hehe. Anyway, it almost 2am. I want to go to bed since I have function later. Have fun guys!

Enjoy your life always.

Your smile brighten our life ♥

2009-11-20T01:09:00.004+08:00

15th November.

I received a message from my bestfriend saying that, "Aze beranak sudah, baby girl........" around 6am. I was so excited until I couldn't wait for morning to visit her. I was like, couldn't go back to sleep cause too excited! Lol. So, we decided to visit her but then we had to wait until 5pm cause that is the time we can visit her. So, kita pergi ke Ideal Gadong to fill our stomach. Seriously, we can't stop laughing cause of the lame-yet-stupid jokes! Haha. They blame me for that jokes but seriously, I did nothing wah! Hahahhahahaa.

We met Qistina when we were visiting Aze. Ohmygod, the baby girl is so freaking cute! I don't know what is her name by the way. Huhu. I was waiting for the baby buka matanyaa but ia nada buka. Hampa! So, welcome baby! We have a new babe in our group. Hehe.

Congratulations Nurul Haziyah and Syazwan for the gift from Allah.

More pictures in my facebook :)

Another year for another age ♥

2009-11-20T00:44:00.004+08:00

13th November.

Happy Birthday to Dina Safawanah
My one-and-only sister that I have.

Happy Birthday.
You deserve the best for your life and love.
You will always success for everything, I know you will.
Thank you everything that you have done right for being my sister.

Yay! You are one year older that your age before. Haha. So, we did the very-last-minute-little-surprise-party for her. It was my second brother and my sister's fiance ideas. The place was at my first brother's house. It was seriously fun! Enjoy bangeeeeeeeeeet! I am lazy to explain more details, so pictures!

The girls

And us

We looked silly.
Haha. But I love this picture the most!

I had fun and I know how to appreciate my life.

Be the best of you ♥

2009-11-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

7th November.

I woke up early in the morning cause I had to go to my grannies' to help my aunt with her friends pasal they wanted to go to grannies' bukit. So, I joined the trip but just for few minutes saja. Haha. Gilaaaa, panas berabis! I asked my cousin to sent me back ke rumah nenek pasal I couldn't stand with the weather

Unicorn.
The name that I gave cause it looks like unicorn, hahaha.

One of sapi nenek, besar gileeeeeeeeeer!

I think it is a female.

Me and my cousin, Ezul.

Youngest niece.

So, we went home around 3pm I guess. I had to go to the Studio for the photoshoot with family. My sister just graduated for her degree course in Sarjana Muda Sastera, so thats why we did the photoshoot thingy. It was fun, seriously. With the crazy brothers, I can't stop laughing. I bet the photog was really pissed off cause of them. I can't wait for the results Then, we had our dinner at Wywy Restaurant.

My older niece used the eyeliner and mascara.

I just love my daily days!

:) I smile when I want to..

2009-11-18T22:10:00.003+08:00

I told you I am trying with other colors!

I caaaan't wait for being free! Seriously, I want a long breeeeeeeak!

I wanna change the skin lagi, I want white! I will fix it soon, I mean after the exam esuk. Hehe. Anyway, now I am on my Msn, Twitter, Facebook, Blog and Tumblr? Coming soooon! I am bored.

My to-do lists after the-bloody-hell-examination is finish;

Find a long-cute-dress for the Masquerade 6th Form Party
Design a mask for that party (Or I am just gonna buy it. )
BBQ with the school-mates this 21st Nov.
Stay over at Miri this 27th. I really want this, mahu shopping!
Surprise party for my bestfriend's love this 20th.
And, enjooooooooooooooy!

Wish me luck for all of that! Haha.

EDITED

I changed my skin sudah, whiteeeeeeeeeee! Hehe. I love it. And, my chatbox ada new emoticons! Siuk eh. Hahaha. I sound so sakai. Yknow, I am so pretty jobless here so this is my job. I know I have my lasy exam esuk, but ... sigh! Nevermind. Now, I feel goood. Don't you guys? Hehe. Bah bah, night readers!

Hollaaa ♥

2009-11-18T13:39:00.004+08:00

Yay, I am back!

Hehehe. I am so excited cause I already finished my A' level-bloody-hell-examination. Well, not really. Tomorrow will be the last paper, but yknow. Just the MCQ questions, so I don't really bother about it. Haha. I will do my revision later, no promise tho!

I changed my blog's skin and everything. I feel fresh. Wooo-hoooo~! I like it so much, I mean reaaaaaaaally much! Nowadays, I more into colours. Seriously, I am starting to use yellow, blue and whatever colours that I never liked before. And, I did the ponytails thingy with my hair ( which I never did it before ) I am not using heels like everywhere I go lagi. I mean, I starting to reduce using the heels. What about, I changed everything, okaaaaaay?

I will post eveything what happened in my-past-few-weeks soon! I will try to do it in summarize, okaaay? Err, thinking to add music back in my blog. Teheeee. I will come back soon! Byeeeee!

2009-10-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

"Being with your family is a dream come true."

God, I love today so much :))

I went to the Empire with this amazing family, and it was so damn cool ((: I want my wedding cematu eh! Hahaha. LMAO! I don't want to share here cos' it is so precious for me! Teheeee!

I hate exams!
=.=
And, I love vacatiooooooooooooooooooooooon! <3

Grab The Chance!

2009-10-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

"Everything happens for a reason, but sometimes the reason is just not good enough."

22:30 PM.

I need a break, veryyyyyyyyyy long break! :/

I just had a study group with my friends =.= Well, it supposed to be a 'study-group' but then turned to 'lets-go-to-sleep-as-a-group.' Craaaap! Hahahahaa. Seriously, having a study group in your own room with the closest friends is not a good idea! Like, our exam is on next week and we are like, -___________________________-' aku malas explain!

Geez. I want the exam mode in my soul ))): I need to focus! *slap my cheecks, triple times!*

I go now! :) Loves!

♥♥♥

2009-10-22T01:26:00.002+08:00

Hi readers and haters ;DD

Haha. So, I had updated my blog =.=
Bangas eh, almost kan habis Syawal barutah kan update.
Blame the examination (A)

I will leave my blog again for I-don't-know-how-many-days.
Cos, now I am sitting for my A' Level Examination which is so not cool! )):
I hate exams!
Sigh.

I will update soon ♥

Happy Birthday Yean Moka (:

Oh yeah, I smile sudah, puas hati? Hahaha. -.-'
xoxo, I love you! ;DD

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2009-10-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Kenangan Bersama Kamu! :)

Nurul Haziyah, this is for you :)

Mine pun not so clear, so sorry.
Oh yeah, I need to update stories with you soon.
I will message you, okay?
I miss you babe!

♥

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SYAWAL ♥

2009-10-22T01:05:00.006+08:00

Grannies' ♥

So, we had another function at my grannies' (mom's side) ;DD
It was fun cos' busy updating stories with each other.
I can't imagine how my life without them :/ Hahaha.
Emo eh!
So, enjoy!

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Syawal 2009 [Part 3]

2009-10-22T00:45:00.005+08:00

Aunt Faridah's ♥

It was at Kuala Belait and too tiring =.='
Been there for hours yet it still fun.
Crazy people, awesome food and pictures! Hehe.
Oh yeah, I am so lazy to tell the details, enjoy!

Awwwww ♥

All of them are my late mom's side :)
I kinda closer with them now cos' only God knows the reason.
I am hoping everything will be back to normal.
Seriously, that 'cousin' is so.. :/ I don't know how to describe. Cos of her, now I am not that close with my dad's side.
Hope she will realize that she makes everything became so complicated =.=

xx ♥

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Syawal 2009 [Part 2]

2009-10-22T00:19:00.005+08:00

Aunt Sarimah's and Aunt Gayah's ♥

Both of them are my late mom's sisters. So we went at their house in a day and it was tiring.
But, I had fun with them ((:
And, I miss my late mom so much. It will be more awesome with her, yes?
Oh yeah, at this day I got $30 for the 'angpau' thingy.
Hahahaha. (Y)

The women and girls were busy 'ber-raya' and the guys?
They were busy with..

Tedeeeeeeeeeng!

Berlawan futsal for the whole family =.='
Hahahahaha! (Y)

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Aunt Hajah's ♥

This is from my dad's side. I had fun again even with some problems -.-
Seriously, they are sicks, I mean the cousins.
Craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy baby! ;DD
Hahaha. I couldn't stop laughing!
Gilaa lah gilaaa. Hehe.

Neneku bagi peace yo! ;D

And, neneku berlagak gagah! :DDD HAHAHAHHA!

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Syawal 2009 ((:

2009-10-21T23:17:00.007+08:00

I love Syawal ((:

I didn't take a lot of pictures for the first and second day of Syawal.
Cos, yknow busy with the family and cousins :DD
It was awesomee! Can't wait for Syawal next year!

=.=

First Day of Syawal ♥

With Dayangku Seri Liyana :)))))

And the best granny ever! :))

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Second Day Of Syawal ♥

See, I didn't take lots of picture. )):

xx ♥

LOSERS :)

2009-10-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hello :)

I am gonna update about stupid thing -_______-'
I was checking my blog and there was someone who wrote something in my chatbox using this name, "Kami inda suka kau."

I never love you too, by the way.

Basically, I am sure she/he hates me that much and my instinct said that I know that person.
So, yeah. I deleted my chatbox ( not because I am a coward! ) but because I don't want this person makes my chatbox more dirty!
Cos' you know why, she/he doesn't deserve to be in my chatbox.

I don't fucking care whatever you wanna say about me.
I am ugly? I am stupid? I am whatever?
Who cares?
As long as I am happy being who I am with this ugly face that God gives me (:
After all, I am enjoy with my life and always smile for it.
Not like you dear haters, you are too bored with your life and too jobless.
What you can do is judging people by their appearance without thinking that you are not that perfect either.
Tell you what, you are so pathetic.

Meet me and tell me everything that you hate about me.
Don't be so coward, talking shit behind me and being that L-A-M-E ♥

I love to pout cos' it is cool and this mole? Pemanis kali ah ;DD HAHAHA.
Hate the way I am? Kiss my ass baby!

I don't care whoever you are but what I care is mudahan tah kau selamat dunia dan akhirat.
Amin.

One more thing, don't ever read this blog or looking every pictures in here if you hate the owner.
Leave and never come back, you are not welcome! SHOOOO~!

xoxo, Lina Nurfiqah.

EDITED.

I tak jadi delete my chatbox pasal permintaan ramai :)
HAHAHA.

This is the words from the loser ah;

Kami inda suka kau : Ia selalu pout pasal gigi nya terkeluar and ia ada tahi langau di atas bibirnya, iatah. Hahaha.

Well, not exactly the same by the way. Something macam ane lah. Sakit hati bah ia ah, PACAH!
-____________-'
Ketawa jua I membaca tu.

Spammer, kau rock! HAHA.

Sorry!

2009-10-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

Away Baby :)
I will update soon, as soon as possible.

Welcome Syawal ♥

2009-09-21T00:05:00.004+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
maaf zahir dan batin ♥

I am sorry for what I’d done wrong to you guys which I strongly believe I never meant it. Whatever my faults I’d done either in a small or big matters, I am really sorry. All I can say is, people do mistakes and they will from their mistakes.

I love you all! ♥

And, I want to say...

Happy 49th Birthday Mama, Zainab Haji Ali Hassan.

(isn’t awesome if you are here? ..)

Its been three years since you were leaving us and still, I am hoping you will be here. How silly I am, uh? And those three years, we went through Ramadhan without you and this Syawal either. Yet, it will be forever without you no more. First day of Syawal is on your birthday Ma, I feel bad about that .. I feel suck!

I want to shake your hands, kiss your cheeks and say “Selamat hari raya Ma. Maafkan semua salahku Ma” and this too, “Happy Birthday Ma!” but sigh. All of this is just a dream, a dream that will never come true. What can I do now is just greeting you in my heart and just smile with the tears.

“Macam mana Mama kan tinggalkan kamu ne mun kamu adik-beradik kelahi ganya?” remember this Ma? In your mind, you always keep on thinking about us who always fighting :(( Ma, since you are leaving, all of us become more closer than before and we always supporting each other. This is the best way we can do for you Mama, and yes, we will achieve what you’d dream for us. :))

I never have a chance to say that I love you so much when you are here. I wish I can turn back the time and say those words to you but its too late. :((

Mama, happy birthday to you. I love you more than words and every each second I am breathing, I am missing you. You are the greatest mother in the earth and you are the only person that always stand for me when I am weak to face this reality life. Because of you, now I am more stronger and you will be my inspiration for my life! ♥

My love for you will be never die! :)

Enjoy everyone! <3

♥ I'm bored.

2009-09-18T01:52:00.002+08:00

I AM BORED..

Random words. Sigh. I got nothing to do now and I can't sleep either. -_________-' Wait, I am video call with Crimson Ong, si hottie ku! :) I guess it will be continuously until morning later, like always do. He will wait for me off to bed (or sometimes, he will sleep first) and the next morning, when I open my eyes, I will see his face with his smile and hear his voice saying, "Morning!" Awww~! HAHAHA. Sweet uh?

Every morning I wake up, I just want to see your smile so I can be more happier ♥

Yay! I had a great day tadii (Y) I went to my mom's grave with all my siblings and dad too. Yknow, it's hard for us to go together cos' of our schedule. Then, I texted him to take me somewhere else after that cos' I am afraid I will think too much and at the end, I will cry. Yes, he did come and brought me to Glamourous Star Cyber Cafe where I could meet them, kawan-kawan ku! ;DD

Around 8pm, we went to one of his friends' house, barbeque. Fuuuuun! (Y) And and, ada fireworks lagii. They bought 4 fireworks with 10 shots each, maybee. I am not sure! So yeah, it was fuuuun! I went home around 11pm and now, I am here - online! I am jobless eh.

Geez, I gained 2kg lagii. Pfft. :((

I am blank, so I will stop until here. Till the next post ♥

New Hair, New Life ♥

2009-09-16T22:28:00.002+08:00

I miss my late mom, so badly )):

Lately, I feel like our home is empty without you. Raya is getting near, we are preparing the stuffs and you are not here. I miss you a lot. I can't be strong sometimes but I know I have to cos' I don't want dad worries about me. Sigh. A big probably, first day Raya will be your birthday, and it makes me feel more sad. I miss to celebrate your birthday and I miss your voice to wake me up and asked for my help. Seriously, I miss everything about you.

Mom, I want you to come in my dream so that I can hug you and tell you how much I am missing you here :')

I feel much better. Oh yeah, I curled my hair last Sunday and gonna be my permenant hair. But, I kinda hate it, I don't know why. My dad said I changed my hair every year. Yes! I just realized that I really changed it every year. I think I am gonna post my hair years by years in the next post. Hehehehe. Geez, I don't know what to post. So, I will stop here :)

My new hair :)

... and those below pictures were when I am home alone again!

Till the next post, readers! ♥

♥ a great day to share :)

2009-09-16T22:15:00.003+08:00

I promised to upload the pictures during at the Polo Club Restaurants :)
I am sorry for the late update cos' this week is a very busy week, seriously.
So yeah, I will just upload some since I already put it in my facebook.
I am lazy, yknow 0_0'

I is love this picture ♥

.. and this one too! ♥

this is crazy! HAHA..

and full of us ♥

I had fun :)

A day to be remembered ♥

2009-09-10T11:55:00.005+08:00

8th September 2009

My first brother brought us to go for sungkai together at Polo Club's Restaurant.
So, I did join and guess what, all of us had to come with our partner which was fun!
Too bad, my second brother couldn't came and I hate that part.
The reason why, I is never know who is his partner, in fact all of us never know cos' he is kinda loves to hide his private life.
I am hoping he would come so I would know who is the luckiest girl since I already know who are my siblings' partners -_______-'
But, still we had fun!
Hard for me to stop laughing cos' being with them is crazzzzy!
And, the food was amaziiing (Y)
Banyak ane wah makanan nyaa, I will say, complete!
Ice-cream, dessert, fruit, satay, ambuyat, lamb bbq, spaghetti and macam-macam adaa.
Nyamaaan habis! HAHAHA.
So, I will just upload the pictures from phone and sooner, I wiil upload from the camera.

Our table :)

LEFT : My first brother and his wife. Ahmad Safwan and Norul Faizah.
RIGHT : My so-called uncle and his girlfriend. Pye and Ayn.

LEFT : My so-called cousin and his girlfriend. Rahimah and Fatih.
RIGHT : My sister and her fiance. Addie Hazmie and Dina Safawanah.

LEFT : My third brother and his girlfriend. Ahmad Wafiy and Sit Aishah.
RIGHT : Me and si hottie! :D Ong Nen Chung and Lina Nurfiqah.

HAHA. This picture, ada cerita di sebaliknya, kaan? :P
The money I hold was for paying the buffet.

The cost was $260.
Oh, forget to mention, there was my cousin too, Azwan, and he didn't bring his partner cos' I don't know the reason o___o'
I forgot to take his picture, too bad.
All the people above, for the information, they are so cool to be with.
One word, crazy!
These are the people I love to be with when I am free besides being with my best-friends.
I tell you what, they are my family ♥

Matt Dallas ♥

2009-09-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

He introduced me this movie, "Kyle Xy"
I watched it and guess what, I am falling in love with the actor.
Matt Dallas ♥
He is drop-dead gorgeous!
I love his eyes, shizzz!

Hot! -________-'

Me : Me falling in love ah.
Him : Arah siapa lagi ne?
Me : Pelakon Kyle Xy ah. Yang tane lihat tadi. HAHAHAHAHA :P
Him : Alaaa, nyasal lihat kan. HAHA.

Be jealous! I am falling in love ne >.<

Home Alone ♥

2009-09-07T20:51:00.005+08:00

Today.

I am home alone.
I got nothing to do so I captured some pictures and I edited it.
Enjoy ♥

See, I am home alone! =(

the 35 roses, thanks to him ♥

First, I :) then I :D and finally I :P
Haha. Apakan?

I can be more messy!

I know all of those are suck! ♥

you are in my eyes ♥

2009-09-06T13:35:00.002+08:00

New update? Naaah, I will just update about yesterday which I already wrote it and just need to post it :)

Well, here for you guys ♥

I only can see you in my eyes ♥

Geez, I am at my grannies' now and I am gonna stay over here for a night. Perhaps. I had to cancel my planned tonight o_o' Guess what, almost a month I didn't came here and I miss this house to the bits. What thee... HAHAHA. Apakan? Lols. But what I hate to be here,no phone calls and no messages. The service is not too good and hard for me to connect to the internet. Well, I can't connect at all. Nice uh?

I am missing my wireless sudah. Sekadar!

Man, can't you at least thinking before saying something that can make we feel apart? I know. You are just being too sensitive with reason but I do have feeling too. Nevermind, I just keep my mouth shut then. (:

Skip the part. Hate it? Leave it! Lets get to the point, yes?

Happy 19th Birthday to my best bud,
Mohammad Akif Haji Abdul Latif

Sorry bung, can't find any pictures lagi (:

Kif, you are getting older than me.
Be jealous man, I am still 18 :DD
I wish you all the best for this coming November and good luck!
You know my number, text me and tell me bila you nak lanja I ye?
SUNGKAI WAH, SUNGKAI SAMA-SAMA! KAU LANJAAA >_<>

I went to the college just for 3 hours today? I just entered two blocks; Accounting and English. I yawned like thousand million times. Bloody hell, college nowadays is getting boring. -___________________-' I is want a very-long-holiday, gilaaa eh. I is hate classes. Okay, you can tell me how much I am being jobless now. Got to go. I is blank sudah, pfft!

Later, loves ♥

Di Bulan Ramadhan ♥

2009-09-04T18:50:00.007+08:00

RAMADHAN ♥
Month of the year.

Yknow, I am totally in mood to update my blog. So, lets summarize a bit about my days in Ramadhan, yes?

28th August 2009.

I had my sungkai with my siblings at Nyonya Restaurant, Serusof. It was fun cause it's hard for us to gather like this since our friends always join us. I don't mean ~~friends are disturbing our times~~, but yknow, I think it is totally hard for me to find a time to be with my siblings after my mom leave us. Even, my brother said so (: My second brother actually brought us to shop for their baju cara melayu but then since it was getting late, not enough time to have our sungkai at home so we decided to have sungkai near Serusof.

My dad and step-mom didn't join us cause they were at Kampung so we texted our first brother to join us too. Man, it was fun (Y) Seriously, having three-crazy-brothers with funny sister-and-sister-in-law are awesome! I can't stop laughing tho I had heavy headache. After that, all the men were going home with the nieces and us, the ladies off to the Mall and shopping! I wanted to buy heels for coming Syawal but no-more-awesome-heels! :/ But but, I found the heels sudah, lawaaaa :D 4 inches baby, 4 inches! Hahahaha, sekadar!

Ahmad Safwan & Norul Faizah
First brother and his wife.

Dina Safawanah and Ahmad Azri
The only sister and second brother.

Ahmad Wafiy
Third brother.

Lina Nurfiqah and Nieces (with their mom)
I am the youngest among them and that are my only-two-nieces!

I am the highest by the way!

I loveee my family! ♥

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27th August 2009.

Dex's birthday party! It was awesome! Benar-benar awesomeee! Thanks for inviting us Dex (: We had karaoke which gave me a sore throat and almost five days fever! -.- And, they did shuffle! Awesomeeeeeeeee! (Y) Before, I found this shuffle thingy is kinda ~~lamee,~~ seriously. I hate people when they shuffle. But then, at that night, I was concentrated and I fall in love with shuffle. They did it for Dex and lawaaa! Majal uh? Haha. Mcen, Alvin and Danny danced "Sorry sorry - Super Junior" Cuteeeeeee! I mean, the steps, okay? HAHAHAHA. I didn't know all of them can dance and sing! Seriously man, I didn't expect its gonna turn to be like this! ♥

Happy Belated Bithday Dexxie!

With the birthday boy!
Izzati Aqillah, Dex Nizam, Deena Juanda and Lina Nurfiqah

My-two-top-lists-people!
I love these two people, like seriously! :D

You hot! *winks*

With Solo, teman baru ku!

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25th August 2009.

Uk Exhibition! Talking about this, I hate this day. I got my AS June Result and guess what, it was suck! I just got 2A's out of 3 subjects which ugly grades! I wanted to cry but it was useless tho. I want to do more better this November. Jia Yo! HAHAHA, apakan! o_o But seriously, I want to score my November and achieve what my late mom wants me to get. I can do it, right?

So, we decided to go to the Uk Exhibition and sungkai outside. Geez, I had fun lagi! We met many peoples and we had our sungkai at MacD (Y) My favourite place!

With Izzati Aqillah, Deena Juanda, Amal Hayati and Nur Qistina. Not forget, Ong Nen Chung (:

♥

Until here, loves!
I know how to have fun and hope you guys out there have fun too!

BIRTHDAY PARTY, IRA AND IZA ♥

2009-09-04T18:31:00.003+08:00

BIRTHDAY PARTY ♥
Nurul Farizah Syahirah & Nurul Farwizah Syakirah
16th August 2009

I found this album, their party, so I just randomly upload it. Geez, I am so confused with both of their names o__o' By-the-way, actually, my first niece's birthday is on May but then we celebrated it with her little sister's birthday on August, last month. Hahaha, atu jauh! And, both of their birthday's date is on 17th. It was a very-crazy-day, with one word, BOMBASTIC!

I had fun, seriously ♥

Nurul Farizah Syahirah and Nurul Farwizah Syakirah.
I love them very muchie! ;D

Siblings with grandma ♥
(Not here - First Brother)

I looked silly in the pictures! I know how to have a good times, yknow. Tho, I am still thinking of you (:

BRID-EX 2009, 15th Aug ♥

2009-09-04T18:06:00.006+08:00

BRID-EX 2009 ♥
I browsed my pictures in the lappy just now, guess what I found?
Pictures during the Brid-Ex and since I am in mood for blogging, so I upload it.
And yet, I still not yet update about this, yeah? :)
I picked the pictures randomly, so enjoy!

Dk Noor Kamilah ♥
we are always in her eyes (:

I love this picture, don't you? ;D

And, I look big, geeez!

I had fun with you guys ♥

2009-08-28T11:15:00.001+08:00

Ketika Di Bulan Ramadhan :DD

Happy fasting people!
I'll update soon (:

i am different.

2009-08-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

Today is different. Totally different.

I don’t know where to start but what I can feel now is I feel different. It’s not like days before, seriously. I talked. I laughed. I smiled. I giggled. Yes, I did all of that stuffs like everyday, but I still feel different. Frankly speaking, I cried just now without reason. I feel suck!

That is why I am blogging right now. I just want to calm down and take a deep breath! I want to be like before. I don’t need this ‘different’ feeling. Apart from that, he makes me feel like this either. I keep on thinking since yesterday but I still can’t find a way to solve our matters. I am afraid I will sick of it. I hope he will understand and stand with me to face everything.

I am writing nonsense, yeah? I know. I just hate this feeling. I don’t know how to face it. I need help, I seriously need help. I want to run from all of this but I know, it won’t help me either. Face it? Damn, I don’t know what I am facing with. Okay, I need to calm down. Geez, it’s getting complicated.

I need to meet my best-friends-that-I-ever-had. I need to talk with them. Gaaaah, I hate this! Shall I go now? I think so. I want to think whatever that crosses in my mind-which-I-don’t-know-what-it-is. Fine!

All of either the sweetie or shitty things that have ever happened to me will stay in my mind, permanently. It is nothing actually, just memories that you will regret to know. Have to go. Loves!

your smile what I need now.

2009-08-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

It's almost 1am and I am still awake.

I can't sleep tho I am so tired. I am in my first brother's room, using his lappy and have to silently typing all these words cos they are sleeping. I sleepover at his home and I am afraid to sleep alone at the guest's room. Damn. -.-'

I wanna go to the Brid-EX and will find the tickets later, in the afternoon with you-know-who. I am totally hoping that I can get the tickets. Sigh. A big 'maybe' I will cut my hair and change it a bit. I wanna do it later too. Still thinking tho either I cut it short or just change it a bit. I will decide after I reach at the Saloon, haha! I'm high, so what?

Oh yeah, my mechanics, Mr. Lim told me that I passed and he is happy for that cos he said that I am giving all my effort at the paper. I am so proud to make my tutors' are happy. Accounting, the last two papers, ohmigadd! It was totally amazing, I did it. Favourite subject! Yeerrks! Hahaha. Stop it. My mathematics, P3, was very-very-to-the-very terrible! I left so many questions without answers cos I don't know how to did it. I am just hoping at least I am pass even just 'nyawa-nyawa ikan!' -__________________-'

Result! It will come out, sooon! People are starting to say about it and I am a bit nervous. No, I mean I AM TOTALLY NERVOUS! Plus, AFRAID! I don't want to think about it but still, I can't. The statement entry, I received it yesterday and my examination will start in October. I have 57 days to recover all my topics. I need to study now. Wait, a week after the qualifying exam is finish maybe. Gaaah! I want a long rest! Tsk tsk..

Okay, I better off now!

I need to sleep and get a sweet dream for today.

ai, wo xiang ni (:

We Might Be Still Need Each Other. ♥

2009-08-10T20:32:00.004+08:00

You tell me everything about that night, please.

I don't have any papers to sit tomorrow. *smile*

Today, I sat for Accounting 3 and Mathematics 4. Seriously damn, I just picked any alphabets (A-D) for Accounting 3 cos' I didn't understand all the questions at all -___________-' Man, I bet my tutor gonna scolds us. Sigh. Mathematics 4 was fine I just can say for now. I am not yet finish learning all the topics which all the students had finished due of I-am-lazy-to-explain-it-here. But, good enough that I still managed to answer the questions.

I met Mr. Lim, my Mechanics's tutor after the examination and he was worried about my paper, like very hell!

Mr. Lim : Hows the paper? You can do it, don't you?
Lina : I guess so. I did all the questions expect number 4. I stuck on it Sir!
Mr. Lim : Number 4? About what? How about number 5 until 7? You don't learn it yet.
Lina : About resultant force. 5 until 7? Hahaha. Tell you, I did answer that questions *smileee!*
Mr. Lim : Whatttt?? Resultant force? You already studied that few months before and you still stuck on it? But then, you managed to answer the questions that you still not yet cover? *serious face*
Lina : Hahahaha. Yes Sir! :DD
Mr. Lim : I am gonna mark your paper first.

Ohmigadd! I was like, my paper first? You are kidding me Sir! Yih! Forget about that, I have Mathematics 3 on Wednesday which is extremely sucks! --, I hate P3! I passed my Statistic anyway and I am happy for that. History 1, I only did 3 essays out of 4 and Sir said that I did well tho. I still scored with my essays but he wants me to do all my essays on History 2 this Saturday. Revision, again? Aiyooo.

I wanna curl my hair again. Can't wait after my examination! (:

Lately, there are too many strangers text me but then their emails don't appear in the lists. I wonder why and I need to know where they got my email from. I need new email, maybe. I have one already but then, I never used it. Yeerks! I love my currently email still.

I bet I have to go now.
I miss you L. Cuddles! Have a blast day reader ♥

when I am bored..

2009-08-07T22:13:00.003+08:00

and I got nothing to do..
I took my pictures and edited it randomly.

and I found it is fun! (:

yay! finally, my posts have reached to 300 posts. haha, sekadar. -___________-' i am a loner today. gilaaa, i feel my day is too bored except the part he came to meet me. lols. and and, i want to watch movie with my siblings and friends. but too bad, i can't join them since they booked 3pm shows. sigh sigh. hoho. okay, simple post! i love you :D

I AM BORED.

2009-08-07T15:30:00.002+08:00

I AM BORED, SERIOUSLY!

Haha. I love my bangs! -.-'
I cut it last three days, I guess. I kinda hate it but at the same time, I kinda love it.
So, I pick the positive side, I love it! Damn, I know, lame much!

I miss your smile! (:
I am a loner today. I am stuck in my room. I mean, I don't wanna go anywhere, just stay.
Sigh.
I wish you are here.

Bah, I am off.
Oh yeah, I am sorry if I did or gonna do some mistakes in my grammar.
I am learning and I want to improve!
Loves!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

2009-08-06T19:05:00.003+08:00

6th August 2009.

Happy Birthday to both of my best-friends-I-ever-had;
Faten Nazirah AR & Afifah NAqiyah J.
May God bless both of you.
And, you will success in this world for your life.
Amin.

MY QUALIFYING EXAMINATION HAS STARTED! WOO-HOOOO -.-' I had sat for three papers and I will just say that the papers were so crazy! Damn. I only can pray that I will score. Mathematics 6 (Statistic), I knew I could do more better. Sigh. Accounting 4 was so terrible, but I think I have done my best as well as History 1. I hope I will pass. Amin.

I am bored people. I feel like to blogging but then, I don't know what to update. Oh yeah, I uploaded some pictures from Icha's blog. Icha, if you are reading right now, want you to know that Lina rindu suara Icha =.= Hehe.

Lots of Love;

Anisah, Icha and Me.

Amal, Icha and Me.

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And then, I read one of my best-friend's blog, Anisah Syakirah. Something caught my eyes about her post. It is touching, Nisah. --, HAHA. I've known her since I am in Form 1 but back then, I am not that closer with her. I think, in Form 4, I started to know her well and until now, I am more closer than before. She is my shoulder for me to cry on and shares my update-stories. I am happy for her because beside us, she has Naufal, her-kinda-annoying-boyfriend who loves to take their pictures yet he is sweet =.= Hehe. They are both really amazing to be together. Okay, enough said. Kambang karang durang dua ah, enda dapat puji sedikit. Hahahahaha. Aku sayang kau, Nisah!

Anisah and Me.

From Anisah ;
"To pp and lina, if both of you happen to read this, i wanted to say thank you for the loyal companion at college. it's surprising how we can get so close but yeah thank you so much. and i believe if there's time when i get the unright treatment by other colleague that's hurting much, you will be on my back. or will stand beside me, perhaps? :) and will say, "don't bother. you have naufal, you have us.." school ended very soon and you both are so going to be missed!"

Aww~ I love you Nisah :D

Sheikh Naufal and Anisah Syakirah
The sweetest couple in the earth, NOT! Hehehe.

I better off now.
I miss his smile and I can't wait until the next time I meet him. Loves!